Thursday, February 25, 2010

bandar hijau.

I awoke only to find my lungs empty, and through the night, so it seems I'm not breathing. And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be, and I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down. I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me, such as living with the uncertainty, that I'll never find the words to say which would completely explain just how I'm breaking down.

I've become a simple souvenir of someone's kill, and like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill. Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide could swallow me whole. And this is how I'm breaking down.

Please, someone come and save my life, well maybe I'll sleep when I am dead, but now it's like the night is taking sides, with all the worries that occupy the back of my mind, could it be this misery will suffice?


In Allah we have faith

3 comments:

irwanmiswan said...

salam kengkawan semua....
moge kite bersyukur dengan nikmat yg ade....
moge kite sentiase mengikut suruhan Allah...
moge kite sentiase mengikut sunnah Nabi Muhammad ...
moge dosa2 kite diampunkanNya...
kita insan biase yg terlalu lemah dan sentiase memperbaiki diri untuk mendapat keredhaanNya...

-aku budak biase, aku insan lemah-

Dahsar Matsar said...

i'm loving the city and colour lyrics included with this. your first paragraph just reminded me of how much i needed a cigarette.

i mean what better to cure your gears of breaking down than to smoke your cig and think about living.

someone come and, someone come and save my life.

in Allah we have faith.

azhari azmi said...

holy shit dude. you read the stuff in my blog? i should write in English more frequently. sorry mate for abandoning you. lol.