kring kring kring telefon berbunyi.
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*bermanja dengan ibu tercinta*
*bertanya pendapat tentang decision yang mampu merubah perjalanan hidup aku dengan ayah tersayang.keputusannya seperti yang dijangka.go for it.*tak boleh cerita kat orang sebab bahaya.*
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"okay, kalau ayah tanya along, along rase penting tak macam ayah and family semua pergi tengok everytime along ade lawan bola mase sekolah dulu?"
"peh, memang la! along rase bende2 mcm tu la yang paling penting nak form the family bond. and along bersyukur gile dgn situation family kite. mcm org2 lain, bukan senang2 je parents diorang nak gi tengok anak main bola semua. nengok je la mcm teammates along mase main johor. mane ade yg parents dtg.tapi family kite, along lwn bola kat kedah, kat kelantan semua ayah, ibu and adik2 dtg nengok. along lg suke family kite mcm ni daripada kalau ayah keje proper kat bank dulu, confirm family kite x get along mcm ni. biar la family kite org nengok mcm susah tapi kite happy. hehe."
"tu lah. ade dalam Quran Allah ckp, dlm susah ade senang. mcm ni la. kalau Allah bagi ayah peluang untuk betulkan perjalanan hidup sebelum ni, ayah tak nak ubah ape2 sebab ape yang ayah ade sekarang ni memang dah cukup baik."
"tu ar. along kelakar je selalu bile mak tua and mak dek and mak sedara sume ckp 'belajar elok2 nanti keje bagus2. nengok ibu ngan ayah keje susah2.' but for sure la, nanti along try balas jasa ibu ayah semampu mane yang along boleh. hehe."
"biase la tu. diorang matlamat dlm hidup berbeza dgn pemikiran kite. kdg2 bende ni pon susah. tak leh nak salahkan diorang gak. dunia sementara je. along jadik anak soleh da cukup elok untuk ayah and ibu."
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*smile*
In Allah we have faith
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
My Untouchable Superheroin.
time aku kecik lagi, aku slalu nengok kartun.
kebanyakan kartun yang aku nengok semuanya ade superheroes.
to name a few, spiderman, superman, batman, and keluangman.
lagu tema keluangman pon aku still ingat sampai skarang.
tapi bile da besar ni, superheroes tu sume aku pandang serong je. especially sebab diorang pakai spender kat luar.
kenapelah aku tak sedar tentang kebodohan mereka time aku kecik lagi.
maklumlah, da pandai berfikir.
time kecik, otak baru nak generate.
terus disuapkan dengan dakyah2 kat tv tu.
semua ni kerja2 disbelievers yang matlamat mereka nak control mind aku.
so bile da besar aku ade superhero yang aku taksub sangat.
bukan stakat superhero, superheroin pon aku ade jugak. tapi confirm bukan catwoman.
superhero aku sudah tentu la tak lain dan tak bukan MUHAMMAD Sallahualaihiwassalam. nengok name aku pon confirm korang dah boleh agak. name aku pon Muhammad gak.tapi aku tak setanding pon dengan superhero aku tu.
kalau aku dpt 10% pon imitate superhero aku tu, dah cukup baik.
superheroin pulak, mesti korang susah nak teka. aku pon ade few superheroin tapi yang paling menyentuh aku adelah Maryam. aku wonder kalau mak aku ade anak perempuan, die nak letak name ape. nanti aku tanyelah.
tapi aku takut gak nanti mak aku fikir ape pulak.
"anak aku ni dah nak kawin ke ape?"
sebab kalau aku ade anak perempuan, confirm aku letak Maryam!
so untuk entry ni, aku nak cerita pasal superheroin aku.
pasal superhero aku, confirm korang dah banyak tau. ade mase nanti aku cerita la pasal superhero aku.
for now, aku nak cerita sket pasal superheroin aku. tapi sket je la.
ade lagi nanti aku cerita lagi la.
cerita ni korang tak boleh tak percaya. sebab kalau tak percaya, berdosa.
sebab cerita ni aku quote dari the Holy Quran.
aku malas nak olah so aku terus quote direct lah.
35. Remember when the wife of 'Imran said: "O my Lord! I have vowed to You what (the child that) is in my womb to be dedicated for Your services (free from worldly work; to serve Your place of worship), so accept this, from me. Verily, You are the All-Hearer, the All-Knowing."
36. Then when she delivered her [child Maryam (Mary)], she said: "O my Lord! I have delivered a female child," ---- and Allah knew better what she delivered, ---- "And the male is not like the female, and I have named her Maryam* (Mary), and I seek refuge with You (Allah) for her and for her offspring from Shaitan, the outcast." *Maryam literally means: maidservant of Allah.
37. So her Lord (Allah) accepted her with goodly acceptance. He made her grow in a good manner and put her under the care of Zakariya. Everytime he entered Al-Mihrab (a praying place or a private room) to (visit) her, he found her supplied with sustenance. He said: "O Maryam! From where have you got this?" She said, "This is from Allah." Verily, Allah provides sustenance to whom He wills, without limit."
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42. And (remember) when the angels said: "O Maryam! Verily, Allah has chosen you, purified you, and chosen you above the women of the 'Alamin."
43. O Maryam! "Submit yourself with obedience to your Lord (Allah, by worshipping none but Him Alone) and prostrate yourself, and Irkai' (bow down etc.) along with Ar-Raki'un (those who bow down etc.)"
44. This is a part of the news of the Ghaib (unseen, i.e. the news of the past nations of which you have no knowledge) which We inspire you with (O Muhammad Sallahualaihiwassalam). You were not with them, when they cast lots with their pens as to which of them should be charged with the care of Maryam; nor were you with them when they disputed.
45. (Remember) when the angels said: "O Maryam! Verily, Allah gives you the glad tidings of a Word ["Be!"----and he was! i.e. 'Iesa the son of Maryam] from Him, his name will be the Messiah 'Iesa, the son of Maryam, held in honor in this world and in the Hereafter, and will be one of those who are near to Allah."
46. He will speak to the people in the cradle and in manhood, and he will be one of the righteous.
47. She said: "O my Lord! How shall I have a son when no man has touched me." He said: "So (it will be) for Allah creates what He wills. When He has decreed something. He says to it only: "Be!"----and it is.
Ayat2 kat atas terkandung dalam Surah Al-'Imran.
ni lah stakat mana yang aku mampu ceritakan so far.
Maryam the Untouchable! that's my superheroin yo!
gile hebat! betapa Allah nak muliakan beliau.
semoga aku, engkau, keluarga kita, dan muslimin muslimat tergolong dalam orang yang dimuliakan di akhirat nanti.
aku tak kisah kalau kat dunia ni, orang hina aku, kutuk aku, burukkan aku.
asalkan di sisi Allah darjat aku diangkat. ---satu-satunya benda yang aku nak.
yeah gotta go.
assignment tak siap lagi, selasa ade quiz, lab report pon x siap agi.
slamat!
In Allah we have faith
kebanyakan kartun yang aku nengok semuanya ade superheroes.
to name a few, spiderman, superman, batman, and keluangman.
lagu tema keluangman pon aku still ingat sampai skarang.
tapi bile da besar ni, superheroes tu sume aku pandang serong je. especially sebab diorang pakai spender kat luar.
kenapelah aku tak sedar tentang kebodohan mereka time aku kecik lagi.
maklumlah, da pandai berfikir.
time kecik, otak baru nak generate.
terus disuapkan dengan dakyah2 kat tv tu.
semua ni kerja2 disbelievers yang matlamat mereka nak control mind aku.
so bile da besar aku ade superhero yang aku taksub sangat.
bukan stakat superhero, superheroin pon aku ade jugak. tapi confirm bukan catwoman.
superhero aku sudah tentu la tak lain dan tak bukan MUHAMMAD Sallahualaihiwassalam. nengok name aku pon confirm korang dah boleh agak. name aku pon Muhammad gak.tapi aku tak setanding pon dengan superhero aku tu.
kalau aku dpt 10% pon imitate superhero aku tu, dah cukup baik.
superheroin pulak, mesti korang susah nak teka. aku pon ade few superheroin tapi yang paling menyentuh aku adelah Maryam. aku wonder kalau mak aku ade anak perempuan, die nak letak name ape. nanti aku tanyelah.
tapi aku takut gak nanti mak aku fikir ape pulak.
"anak aku ni dah nak kawin ke ape?"
sebab kalau aku ade anak perempuan, confirm aku letak Maryam!
so untuk entry ni, aku nak cerita pasal superheroin aku.
pasal superhero aku, confirm korang dah banyak tau. ade mase nanti aku cerita la pasal superhero aku.
for now, aku nak cerita sket pasal superheroin aku. tapi sket je la.
ade lagi nanti aku cerita lagi la.
cerita ni korang tak boleh tak percaya. sebab kalau tak percaya, berdosa.
sebab cerita ni aku quote dari the Holy Quran.
aku malas nak olah so aku terus quote direct lah.
35. Remember when the wife of 'Imran said: "O my Lord! I have vowed to You what (the child that) is in my womb to be dedicated for Your services (free from worldly work; to serve Your place of worship), so accept this, from me. Verily, You are the All-Hearer, the All-Knowing."
36. Then when she delivered her [child Maryam (Mary)], she said: "O my Lord! I have delivered a female child," ---- and Allah knew better what she delivered, ---- "And the male is not like the female, and I have named her Maryam* (Mary), and I seek refuge with You (Allah) for her and for her offspring from Shaitan, the outcast." *Maryam literally means: maidservant of Allah.
37. So her Lord (Allah) accepted her with goodly acceptance. He made her grow in a good manner and put her under the care of Zakariya. Everytime he entered Al-Mihrab (a praying place or a private room) to (visit) her, he found her supplied with sustenance. He said: "O Maryam! From where have you got this?" She said, "This is from Allah." Verily, Allah provides sustenance to whom He wills, without limit."
:
:
:
:
42. And (remember) when the angels said: "O Maryam! Verily, Allah has chosen you, purified you, and chosen you above the women of the 'Alamin."
43. O Maryam! "Submit yourself with obedience to your Lord (Allah, by worshipping none but Him Alone) and prostrate yourself, and Irkai' (bow down etc.) along with Ar-Raki'un (those who bow down etc.)"
44. This is a part of the news of the Ghaib (unseen, i.e. the news of the past nations of which you have no knowledge) which We inspire you with (O Muhammad Sallahualaihiwassalam). You were not with them, when they cast lots with their pens as to which of them should be charged with the care of Maryam; nor were you with them when they disputed.
45. (Remember) when the angels said: "O Maryam! Verily, Allah gives you the glad tidings of a Word ["Be!"----and he was! i.e. 'Iesa the son of Maryam] from Him, his name will be the Messiah 'Iesa, the son of Maryam, held in honor in this world and in the Hereafter, and will be one of those who are near to Allah."
46. He will speak to the people in the cradle and in manhood, and he will be one of the righteous.
47. She said: "O my Lord! How shall I have a son when no man has touched me." He said: "So (it will be) for Allah creates what He wills. When He has decreed something. He says to it only: "Be!"----and it is.
Ayat2 kat atas terkandung dalam Surah Al-'Imran.
ni lah stakat mana yang aku mampu ceritakan so far.
Maryam the Untouchable! that's my superheroin yo!
gile hebat! betapa Allah nak muliakan beliau.
semoga aku, engkau, keluarga kita, dan muslimin muslimat tergolong dalam orang yang dimuliakan di akhirat nanti.
aku tak kisah kalau kat dunia ni, orang hina aku, kutuk aku, burukkan aku.
asalkan di sisi Allah darjat aku diangkat. ---satu-satunya benda yang aku nak.
yeah gotta go.
assignment tak siap lagi, selasa ade quiz, lab report pon x siap agi.
slamat!
In Allah we have faith
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
empire state of mind.
manusia, khususnya aku. haih. diri tak berpendirian. mudah sangat ditiup angin. buat masa ni aku cuma tak mampu nak mengeraskan benteng diri dengan apa yang makruf dan memerisaikan diri daripada apa yang mungkar. hangat-hangat tahi ayam sangat sinonim dengan aku. di saat aku melangkah keluar daripada garisan tu, aku sedar langkah tu akan membuatkan aku sendiri rasa bersalah. sekarang aku dah kembali ke kawasan kebiasaan yang aku amat selesa berada di dalamnya. aku cuma mahu kekal dalam lingkungan ini. tapi hidup tak semudah tu. kalau semudah itu, aku tak dilahirkan ke dunia. aku cuma berharap dan berdoa kepada Yang Punyai segala Maha itu supaya aku sentiasa terpelihara daripada anasir-anasir yang ingin menarik aku keluar dari lingkungan selesa ini. jika aku terpaksa pergi ke daerah lain pun, biarlah aku sentiasa kekal dengan keadaan ketika berada di dalam lingkungan itu. ibarat berada di dalam buih sabun besar yang memisahkan aku daripada berada di luar itu; begitulah juga bagaimana aku ingin rentas dunia ini. Kau Syaitan memang licik. aku tau kelak kau akan berjaya bawak sebilangan besar manusia ke neraka tempat kau itu. kau boleh cuba nak tawan aku. kita lihat kau menang atau tidak. sebab aku tahu yang aku takkan mudah terjatuh ke perangkap kau.
sebab kau lagi tahu yang kau memang sudah tiada harapan lagi untuk hari esok nanti dan aku, jalan yang lurus itu sentiasa ada untuk aku lalui menuju destinasi yang satu itu.
In Allah we have faith
sebab kau lagi tahu yang kau memang sudah tiada harapan lagi untuk hari esok nanti dan aku, jalan yang lurus itu sentiasa ada untuk aku lalui menuju destinasi yang satu itu.
In Allah we have faith
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