never give up on Allah's rahmah

today, something remind me of my life. i watched a kuliah via youtube and the speaker told bout never give up on Allah's rahmat. well, in my life, there were times when i feel like giving up on something. for instance, i still remember the time when i needed to go to few places to manage few things regarding my university application. on that time, i needed to make a passport and i encountered few problems since a document is not in my posession. i really din have any idea bout it. i dunno what to do. i asked my parents bout it but they said they dont have the document. i felt very lost and helpless. on that time, i even thought of not going to proceed the passport application. i felt very upset. i needed to go back and forth from shah alam tu damansara every day but i gained nothing. n i went to putrajaya too because one of the officers in shah alam told me to do so. but the effort turned to nothing. whats this?a test from Allah? to be frank, im not a good muslim. i tend to make mistakes. i tend to feel terrible whenever i encounter problems n obstacles. a good muslim is otherwise. he knows Allah wants that to happen. he wont feel bad. he will redha for that thing to happen. finally, i just tawakkal n i gave up. few days later, i got a call from the damansara's branch n they told me that i can proceed with my application because for my case, the document is not necessary. i felt very grateful. thank you, Allah.. alhamdulillah. i learn something. never give up on Allah's rahmah. we never know what might happen. only Allah knows. therefore, we cant afford to give up. because we are insan. because we are powerless. thats why. just like during our prophet's time, a musyrikin's knight, abu suffian, embraced Islam two years before his death. can u imagine an enemy of Islam, who fought in almost all of the wars against Islam, will embrace Islam one day?? i cant imagine that. when he embraced Islam, he became one of the greatest knights for the Muslim. he was always there beside Rasulullah in wars. Subhanallah. Allah's rahmah can come at anytime. u never know it. i never know it. the people out there never know it. life is full of surprises. why?? Allah's rahmah...

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