Wednesday, March 25, 2009

time is priceless.

mse brgerak pantas.. aku pon kdg2 mcm x dpt nk percaya yg aku dah menjangkau 20 tahun hidup. serius x sedar. mase adelah satu factor yg penting dlm hidup. dats y kite slalu dgr "ingat lime perkara sebelum lime perkara". aku ingat bnde nih coz time aku kecik bapak aku mmg slalu beli kaset raihan..so ade la gak few albums dlm collection. suke gile aku dgr lru raihan.. then adik2 aku pon stat suke coz dlm kete je bapak aku psang. last2 bpk aku yg x dpt nk dgr radio coz msok kete je adik aku da mintak, "raihan! raihan!". but alhamdulillah la mcm ade input gak kt diri aku n adik2 aku..nk hafal bnde agame brtmbh senang..die provide an easy method to remember things..sifat wajib allah senang2 je jwb time exam agama dulu. n until now masih ingat coz bley je nyanyi..name rasul pon same. n yg lime perkara td pon same..thanks raihan! even until now pon, if aku nk dgr raihan aku usha je kat youtube. tenang aja. so yg 5 perkara td is sihat sebelum sakit, muda sebelum tua, kaya sebelum miskin, lapang sebelum sempit, and finally is hidup sebelum mati. sihat sebelum sakit? for this one, it keeps repeating right? so mcm ko still ade chance melainkan sakit kronik la. mcm kite, bile sihat bkn main lg lalai mcm haram. kalo solat tu pon, x tau la thp mane khusyuk die. but bile time sakit, mule la ko nk mengeluh, "sembuhkan aku cepat, nanti da sembuh aku bnyk bribadat sume."tipu belaka je tu..time sakit bru nk ingt tuhan..x dpt r beb. aku ckp bnde ni merujuk kepada aku sendiri..org lain aku x tau r cmne..but seriously, aku mmg begini..haih.sedih jugak bile pk. then, yg second is, muda sebelum tua. this one mmg x dpt nk repeat la. so aku x brani nk ckp. coz aku x cukup tua lg. but so far, mmg betul la..time muda2 ni, huha huha je keje..life nk "happening" je.. then if x ikot member buat pape ke, diorg ckp, "ko ni x rock la.come on la!". siot je.. hrp2 aku ade pendirian yg tegas.. x mcm lalang yg bley ditiup.. then, the third one is, kaya sebelum miskin. ni susa gak. coz ko x tau mcm mane dikatekan dgn kaya n mcm mane dikatekan dgn miskin.. so slagi ko rse ade duit lbih sket tu, spend la di jln tuhan sket..kite dpt dr die gak. so u just need to be a abit generous. pe yg ko spend tu actually is ape yg ko dpt..jus dat ko x dpt skang je..the fourth one is lapang sebelum sempit. dis one mmg susa nk sedar..coz time lapang je ko sure ade je idea nk buat ape...bile da xde mse tuh, bru la menggelabah. last skali hidup sebelum mati. ni mmg kes paling berat la kan..n paling kompleks..pandai2 pk sendiri..aku sndri pon mcm agk susa nk improve diri ke level yg lebih mantap..hanyut je keje..but still, masih ade effort untuk brubah..n yg pnting kesedaran la kot...hidayah tuhan je bley bg..just pray for it.. n aku suda mengatok..mlm td x cukup tido.sekian terima kasih.


In Allah we have faith

Thursday, March 19, 2009

idea from si dia

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead

I refuse! I refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes

I have loved, and I have lost
I have turned, and I have tossed
I have listened, and I have watched
I've gave into this for long enough
I have lost, and I have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes, not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death

I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off...
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead

So throw your diamonds in the sky, we'll stay gold forever
So throw your diamonds in the sky, we'll stay gold forever

I can promise you one thing: death will take us all
I can promise you one thing: you will die alone

We're all going to Hell, we may as well go out in style
Death is a promise, and your life is a fucking lie

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead

I refuse! I refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes

Song by Bring Me The Horizon

aku tertarik pada lagu yang di atas ni. band yg men lagu ni is bring me the horizon. diorang budak2 muda dr UK and main music genre metalcore. pe yg buat aku tertarik kt lgu ni is the lyric. so far aku dgr lgu genre metal/metalcore ni diorang usually really have something in the songs despite of the music itself. lyrics diorang mmg ade point kot but if u dont know the lyrics, mmg x phm la ape yg die scream or growl. so kat part yg aku bold tu membuktikan yg manusia secara fitrahnye mmg percaya tentang konsep baik jahat, syurga neraka and so on la yg brkaitan ngn hereafter. diorang tau diorang akan mati and afterthat ade syurga neraka but still then diorang da awal2 choose neraka.. tu yg bkn islam. mcm kite org islam mmg xde la nk declare awl2 nk masuk neraka but tu x penting. yg penting kite nengok la ape yg kite buat untuk mmbuktikan yg betul ke kite x declare untuk masuk neraka. mcm iman jugak, sesuatu bley dibuktikan dgn kata2, perbuatan and hati. maybe mcm band di atas diorang declare ngn kata2. but how bout us? hati n kata2 mungkin tidak.. but perbuatan? well, if u look around, org islam sndri pon x tau la nk ckp mcm mane. x yah jauh2. nengok kt malaysia sudah. amek je sekelompok teenagers yg dok huha huha tu. tnye die pebende yg die x pnah buat. dadah? sex activity? arak? mcm common kot. tu bnde2 yg besar.. if nk detailkan lg bab2 solat, puasa sume mmg x larat la kot. haih. by the way, aku tulis just untuk ingatkan diri aku at the first place. so that aku sntiase beringat. "nobody's perfect" but let's encounter that statement with "practice makes perfect" even though we will never be perfect but at least we put efforts to approach "perfect".


In Allah we have faith